Seems like a huge waste honestly, I sure hope nobody bothered to help you any step of the way. BRD can even DD quite well these days on most content, not sure why its so horrible.
no joke @Gowther. never liked the job, and certainly was tired of it. Nothing else I've done in game matches the freedom feeling I got from doing this....was lovely.
Its a wonderful feeling leaving behind something you dont enjoy with no regrets. I've been there (not to this extent), but I hope all the pent up stress and exhaustion helps you as much as it helped me.