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But I don't give anyone anything... I don't know if I'm anywhere close to Oprah.
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Shiva.Spathaian said: »
I don't know if it's just because my depression has never gotten bad enough or if it's my upbringing but I can't bring myself to ever EVER call into work. Like, even getting my to take my vacation days is like pulling teeth.
It does not matter how I feel or what I think, I will go unless someone/something physically holds me back. It goes back to that whole "It's the one thing I'm good for" mentality. If I'm not at work or school or whatever my obligation in life is, I feel like I have hit the lowest of lows and there's not even any point to me being here.
It does not matter how I feel or what I think, I will go unless someone/something physically holds me back. It goes back to that whole "It's the one thing I'm good for" mentality. If I'm not at work or school or whatever my obligation in life is, I feel like I have hit the lowest of lows and there's not even any point to me being here.
Trust me, you'll know if your depression gets bad enough
But at that point it's just a battle between your want to be productive that day and your want to just lay in bed doing nothing
It's not like (well I don't think so) if you're vomiting or have explosive diarrhea, usually if you can power through your depression you can usually get up and at least do stuff while being depressed
but sometimes it can be tough to find the willpower to do things when you're really depressed
Dance Party Friday certainly has changed since my day.
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Asura.Dameshi said: »
Dance Party Friday certainly has changed since my day.
If only we had some sort of iron-fisted ruler to get us back on course, but nooooooo. We had to get all democratic.
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Shiva.Spathaian said: »
I don't know if it's just because my depression has never gotten bad enough or if it's my upbringing but I can't bring myself to ever EVER call into work. Like, even getting my to take my vacation days is like pulling teeth.
It does not matter how I feel or what I think, I will go unless someone/something physically holds me back. It goes back to that whole "It's the one thing I'm good for" mentality. If I'm not at work or school or whatever my obligation in life is, I feel like I have hit the lowest of lows and there's not even any point to me being here.
It does not matter how I feel or what I think, I will go unless someone/something physically holds me back. It goes back to that whole "It's the one thing I'm good for" mentality. If I'm not at work or school or whatever my obligation in life is, I feel like I have hit the lowest of lows and there's not even any point to me being here.
Getting pulled out of my daily routine or having to do things I didnt carefully plan on forehand is very intense O.O
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Shiva.Spathaian said: »
Asura.Lolserj said: »
Shiva.Spathaian said: »
I don't know if it's just because my depression has never gotten bad enough or if it's my upbringing but I can't bring myself to ever EVER call into work. Like, even getting my to take my vacation days is like pulling teeth.
It does not matter how I feel or what I think, I will go unless someone/something physically holds me back. It goes back to that whole "It's the one thing I'm good for" mentality. If I'm not at work or school or whatever my obligation in life is, I feel like I have hit the lowest of lows and there's not even any point to me being here.
It does not matter how I feel or what I think, I will go unless someone/something physically holds me back. It goes back to that whole "It's the one thing I'm good for" mentality. If I'm not at work or school or whatever my obligation in life is, I feel like I have hit the lowest of lows and there's not even any point to me being here.
Trust me, you'll know if your depression gets bad enough
But at that point it's just a battle between your want to be productive that day and your want to just lay in bed doing nothing
It's not like (well I don't think so) if you're vomiting or have explosive diarrhea, usually if you can power through your depression you can usually get up and at least do stuff while being depressed
but sometimes it can be tough to find the willpower to do things when you're really depressed
I suppose that is an option as well... but I don't know if it's a healthier option
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It seems like Meshi waited a little too long to retire to the country side to open up a Butcher's Shop like he has always dreamed of
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Ramyrez said: »
*waits for Nik to come in and administer his own brand of therapy*
therapy has been cancelled....
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I was really wondering last week... but was Snap a thing in the states in the late 80's early 90's? It doesnt get alot more wrong then this
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i got lost in youtube.
found this tho
found this tho
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Misa Pres said: »
i got lost in youtube.
found this tho
found this tho
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Asura.Vienner said: »
There's one constant in my whole relationship and thats that I always have to take initiative. I just hate that, makes me feel very unwanted tbh (I have some serious selfesteem issues, I used to do some pretty messed up ***cause of it(still do sometimes when I'm not feeling well)
I was stuck in dumbass meetings all morning, and now I have a stupid project to finish, but my god I know this feeling. We really should kill our parents before time does. It looks like the conversation has moved on anyway.
We'll have to revisit this discussion again when time isn't my foe.
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Misa Pres said: »
i got lost in youtube.
found this tho
found this tho
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Siren.Mosin said: »
Asura.Vienner said: »
There's one constant in my whole relationship and thats that I always have to take initiative. I just hate that, makes me feel very unwanted tbh (I have some serious selfesteem issues, I used to do some pretty messed up ***cause of it(still do sometimes when I'm not feeling well)
I was stuck in dumbass meetings all morning, and now I have a stupid project to finish, but my god I know this feeling. We really should kill our parents before time does. It looks like the conversation has moved on anyway.
We'll have to revisit this discussion again when time isn't my foe.
If time is your foe just have the KGB take care of it
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I wish I could stay in bed another three hours.
Ragnarok.Hevans said: »
I wish I could stay in bed another three hours.
Technically you can
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Just stay home today Hevans, channel your inner evil
All the depressive talk today made Hevans depressed and now he doesnt want to work, I'm sorry ;_;
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