It took nearly 3 years, but apparently my brother's death finally hit me.
I spent the last 30 minutes crying, punching my bed, ripping my punchbag off the wall, and calling him out on all the ***he put us through.
I've tried my hardest to blame his death on other people for the last couple years. Just finally come to terms with the fact that it was his own stupid fault and that I'll never be able to forgive him for it.
Drug overdose. Royally pisses me off because he was clean for years before it, and then goes and does it and gets himself killed when he's just had his second kid a couple months earlier.
Well then, you should take your own advice and get some stuff out in the open, too. :O
If you do that, I'll let stuff go, too. :p
I've done it, not on here cause this forum had nothing to do with it, but I did.
Oh, okay. Figured you were still keeping stuff bottled up because you said it was hypocritical of you to say it. :I
Something to get off my chest, eh... Hm... This is weird; I'm drawing a complete blank here. If I've hinted at anything being wrong/bugging me and not talked about it, lemme know. @_@;
It took nearly 3 years, but apparently my brother's death finally hit me.
I spent the last 30 minutes crying, punching my bed, ripping my punchbag off the wall, and calling him out on all the ***he put us through.
But I'm better now.
Losing a sibling and the reality of it can sneak up on you at anytime... Everyone handles it differently and I don't know all the details so I can't say I know how you feel but I lost my younger brother 18 years ago so I am in the neighbourhood. I'm really bad at this sort of thing if you havn't figured that out yet but if you need anything I can provide I'm here.
Well then, you should take your own advice and get some stuff out in the open, too. :O
If you do that, I'll let stuff go, too. :p
I've done it, not on here cause this forum had nothing to do with it, but I did.
Oh, okay. Figured you were still keeping stuff bottled up because you said it was hypocritical of you to say it. :I
Something to get off my chest, eh... Hm... This is weird; I'm drawing a complete blank here. If I've hinted at anything being wrong/bugging me and not talked about it, lemme know. @_@;
Sometimes you can't always put your feelings about stuff into words. The important thing to remember is that people are there if you need them, sometimes knowing that can make all the difference.
For some reason I'm now getting an add for christian dating and the woman in it is terrifying.
They've got nothin' on my niece... When she goes full tantrum mode, I'm always worried she'll raise all the dead folks in the cemetery across the road... >_>; <_<;
This is a thread that I found on another website I post at. It can be really really interesting. I thought it deserved a place here.
Post your random thoughts for the day here, or anything else that intrigues you.
For starters, is it possible to give constructive critism to someone who doesn't have a neck? I totally just walked by a girl who didn't. Someone isn't getting a necklace for Valentines day!
And who decided black and white can't be colors? I want to say a racist. I really do.
