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Random Thoughts.....What are you thinking?
He has your info but not vice versa? D: he's mean! and lol yeah! him logging back in on pup would make him cry >.>
Bismarck.Narshee said: » He has your info but not vice versa? D: he's mean! and lol yeah! him logging back in on pup would make him cry >.> I would ask for it and make up some *** excuse as to why I needed his login.. but then again he's almost always home and would just log on himself.
So. D: I hate allergies D: my head feels pressurized?
Bismarck.Narshee said: » my head feels pressurized? Well, does it? :P That sucks man >_< /comfort I have found the perfect meme combination for my life out in the civilian world...
._. It does! D: I just wasn't sure if that was a proper term. :p
Shiva.Shaidalyn said: » I have found the perfect meme combination for my life out in the civilian world... ._. I think that's a lot of us, and it's not just those who are in service, or those who are veterans like myself lol I always practice conversations in my head when it comes to someone I like but when I actually talk to them I forget everything and look stupid(er) -.- I also do this nervous fake laugh that I slap myself for when I'm alone
Bismarck.Narshee said: » I always practice conversations in my head when it comes to someone I like but when I actually talk to them I forget everything and look stupid(er) -.- I also do this nervous fake laugh that I slap myself for when I'm alone omg you too? >_< Is this not one of those things that is normal but nobody talks about?
At least you can approach them.
I honestly have -never- approached a girl with intent to further anything. So. Pathetic. And I'm 25. Wtf ._. Yes :( I also have issues with looking people in their eyes.. I do it when I start talking but then I freak out and look elsewhere. I have a suspicion people think I have a mental disability or something lol
Asura.Ina said: » Is this not one of those things that is normal but nobody talks about? It just might be, idk. Shiva.Shaidalyn said: » At least you can approach them. I honestly have -never- approached a girl with intent to further anything. So. Pathetic. And I'm 25. Wtf ._. Valefor.Slipispsycho
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Shiva.Shaidalyn said: » At least you can approach them. I honestly have -never- approached a girl with intent to further anything. So. Pathetic. And I'm 25. Wtf ._. There was never anyone to give me 'that talk' when you find that first girl you like, no one to push me into getting over my fear and talking to her... So I just never did. To further compound the problem, I am -extremely- shy, regardless of sex. To the point I'd rather just walk out of the store if I can't find what I'm looking for, rather than ask. Bismarck.Narshee said: » Yes :( I also have issues with looking people in their eyes.. I do it when I start talking but then I freak out and look elsewhere. I have a suspicion people think I have a mental disability or something lol lmao. My only relationships have been through happenstance. Both went "well" for a while but meh. Now I have been out of the whole scene for nearly six years and out of civilian life entirely for two years apart a few bar hops during AIT (doesn't count, I literally spent every minute slamming shots of 151 to forget everything. Bad time.) and a bar visit on leave before I came here.
Yay for figuring out how to do things in a month... Valefor.Slipispsycho
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Asura.Ina said: » Bismarck.Narshee said: » Yes :( I also have issues with looking people in their eyes.. I do it when I start talking but then I freak out and look elsewhere. I have a suspicion people think I have a mental disability or something lol oh god, this woman i used to work for had an eye that looked off to the left.. and I had to stare at her eyebrows and try not to look at the eye x.x was horrible
Bismarck.Narshee said: » Yes :( I also have issues with looking people in their eyes.. I do it when I start talking but then I freak out and look elsewhere. I have a suspicion people think I have a mental disability or something lol You guys make me feel like king of the nerds or something.
I still love you all, though! Bismarck.Magnuss said: » Bismarck.Narshee said: » Yes :( I also have issues with looking people in their eyes.. I do it when I start talking but then I freak out and look elsewhere. I have a suspicion people think I have a mental disability or something lol To be fair I found it terribly natural to keep my head canted at a 45° angle forwards. I have discovered countless amounts of cash ranging from change up to a $20 bill. I have avoided terrible traps such as unmarked wet cement/paint, cracks, and other hazards. And I have gotten many wonderful views (though many not so much...) :P Shiva.Shaidalyn said: » Bismarck.Magnuss said: » Bismarck.Narshee said: » Yes :( I also have issues with looking people in their eyes.. I do it when I start talking but then I freak out and look elsewhere. I have a suspicion people think I have a mental disability or something lol To be fair I found it terribly natural to keep my head canted at a 45° angle forwards. I have discovered countless amounts of cash ranging from change up to a $20 bill. I have avoided terrible traps such as unmarked wet cement/paint, cracks, and other hazards. And I have gotten many wonderful views (though many not so much...) :P Alexander.Drokin said: » You guys make me feel like king of the nerds or something. I still love you all, though! I look all over the place when I walk. When I'm in stores, I probably look like I'm trying to steal something.
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I used to look down while walking.. Then wife got hit by a car while we were walking from the store to the laundromat (they were right next door too <_<) and for awhile I was paranoid about walking, so I kept my head up and looked around, like constantly my head was on a swivel. Over the next few months it just became the 'normal' thing to do.
For the record I'm still paranoid, but not as much. Any unexpected sound though, and my heart jumps as I try to locate the source as quickly as possible. There should be a class called Flirting 101 or something. I can't tell the bloody difference. That and apparently I get "looks", but I have no idea what those are. It might also just be my friend trying to boost my self esteem. I don't rightly know for certain. But yeah. I am completely clueless when it comes to matters of the heart.
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