Random Thoughts.....What Are You Thinking?

*gives Misa, Josiah, and Rooks cookies while drac gets none*

*noms*

Ride the painted pony, let the spinning wheel spin.

*sneaks a cookie*

/tackles

*bakes a new batch for spath so he doesn't have to steal anymore*

._.;

Stop disappearing and make another podcast, jerk!

10-12hr work days have been cutting into a lot of my topic searching... I'm sure Meshi has even questioned my whereabouts at this point...

Stop making a living for yourself, ya jerk!

Sorry your work life has taken so much of your time, sir. I know the feeling, if it's any consolation.

Eh, with my first(technically second) paycheck being so big from the overtime I can at least invest in a new computer and possibly sound proofing my room.

That said, I'm trying to get things more regulated as I want to get myself on a recording/streaming schedule once I get all the parts for my new computer ordered/put together.

I'm currently trying to figure out what's going to happen with this job, as two weeks ago I was questioned about my overtime(I was sitting at ~16hrs of it) and this week I had a mental breakdown and nearly quit the job all together...

Good news is I'm finally moving out of my apartment and getting away from my roommate, which comes with a good/bad side: I'm moving back in with my mother which means I can save even more money(yay) but that means low internet speeds as well as possibly needing to more carefully schedule things around other's free time. In the coming months I'll be discussing with a friend on new living arrangements and deciding whether I'm taking on another roommate or looking exclusively for myself.

I may also look into a pet... if I can afford it.

Lack of companionship has been kinda killing me.

All of that out of the way.

I have been trying to get myself, and my FC, ready for Heavensward since early access starts this week.

I won't be surprised if a lot of my big recordings getting back into things is FFXIV gameplay since I've been incredibly excited to get back into the game and finally build up my FC to a recognizable level. If nothing else the past couple days has been really good to me in game, a lot of people showing me one way or another that I have the potential and the personality to make good things happen.

So can I, especially about the mental breakdown and the lack of companionship. Lately my depression has hit me like a tsunami and I find socialisation to be nerve-wracking. Maybe it's just the summer, but I'm pretty sure my agoraphobia is making a triumphant return. I'm finally going to go see a therapist about it next month. In the meantime, I try to preoccupy myself with other things, but with lack of funds, it limits my abilities. Also, it's hot as balls outside right now, so I don't really like leaving the house. Bad news is, I just finished Borderlands 2 today, so... I might have to find something else to do. Maybe I can get my hands on some curriculum for next year so I won't be caught with my pants down, again.

Kindred spirits, mi amigo.

Ol Slappy says: play it again with a different class!

I just started a new game with Salvador. Gunzerking for da win!

Salvador is pretty excellent. My favorite is Gaige. Have you played the DLC? Tina Tina's Assault on Dragon Keep is probably the best gaming experience I've ever had

I haven't touched any of the DLC yet. I was waiting until I could grab the season pass. That one does look spectacular, though. It'll be interesting to see her take a more central role in the series. I was also thinking of picking up the Pre-Sequel at some point and completing the series thus far. The end of the game showed me that they have plenty of room to keep the series going, including other planets, etc. I'm hoping to see more entries in the future.

YOU SMELL IT DON'T YOU?






Pre-Sequel is pretty good. I have to say that, to me, it isn't AS GOOD as BL2... but TVHM/UVHM make it a lot better thanks to how they handled the narration of it (they make it into an entire new experience rather than everything just getting more HP). The DLC was pretty good too until the last boss.

Yea... my mental state the last year has definitely been the worst it's ever been. It's really reminded me how drastic it can get and how far from the norm I technically am.

I'm working on it though. I think a pet would really help, been looking into maybe getting some kind of rodent/cage pet. Kind of really want a ferret... Wish I knew more people who owned them as the only information I can get out of anyone on personal experience is always akin to "Don't get one, they stink!" and it's like... I know there's more to them than that and as much as I can find online I'd like to hear first hand experience before I make such a large decision.

For the game thing, we most definitely must find a game to play together sometime. I think it would be quite fun.

Proth! Build me an awesome computer so I don't have to keep staring at computer parts and pretending I know what everything means!

sure hit me up on skype

<3 Best friend forever.

But that shall wait for tomorrow... cause I'm supposed to work in...5 hours?

... I should be sleeping...

Today was rough...

...

*stares out window*

Yea... I'll give sleeping another shot.

"Yes! You've killed the creature that removed my various limbs! I feel... the eyes, GO FOR THE EYES!!"

I've heard various things about ferrets, and from what I gather, they make good pets. *** it man, life's too short to worry about smells! Dew it!

Games... hmmm. Well, I usually just do the ol' console thing, but we'll have to think of something. There's always Minecraft, but I've sorta lost interest in that game beyond using it in my classroom, honestly.

yea i should go sleep too. been a bad 2 weeks. hopefully starts getting better soon

I think I've watched your 3k gif 4 times now josiah, still not sleepy ;< why!

Went to sleep and missed an E3 presentation >.> thought it didn't start till today. Oh well still watched the Doom gameplay. Hope they focused on more then the gore lol.