Random Thoughts.....What Are You Thinking?

Every little thing seems to be setting off my motion sickness, I'm exhausted just all the time and could easily sleep all day and night, migraines are more and more frequent, been basically having to force myself to eat and what I do eat almost always seems to make me gag, every time I start working out or do anything mildly exerting I get nauseous... If I start dropping weight and random fevers again probably gonna have to start the whole "It might be cancer, it probably isn't cancer, but it could be cancer!" thing again with my doctor.

Ugh... I like just finished paying all the *** bills off last time this happened. No weird lumps this time at least? Marrow test came back last time with no markers, but that isn't a definitive "no cancer" apparently and the tumor was benign and then I magically got better. It's like every other year I get this mystery illness and slowly degrade to the "just *** kill me" stage and then just *** spring back out of nowhere and am healthy as a horse.