By Yuukari 2014-07-23 14:46:48
I wonder why I have become so negative over these last few months...
Is it because I keep thinking about death and how I don't know what happens afterwards? Will I even be able to dream or is it one big black void and I'm just alone for eternity? I don't know what will happen, surely I'm not the only one who has thought of this...It's weird, humans live for several decades, then they die. Is that it? Do we just live and then just die? Yeah cultural impacts are all fine and dandy, but our marks as common people will just get forgotten and it'll be a wonder if any of us ever even existed.
Is life really that small? I wonder if we die, what becomes of our consciousness? Does that just fade away? Go permanently dormant?
I'm legitimately scared, I sometimes fear what happens despite living a nice happy life (so far) but whenever my mind drifts to that topic before I go to sleep, I just can't sleep because I keep wondering.